52. I am blessed

And so, I told you when I started this a few weeks ago, that my list was a work in progress and that I would be adding more as I went a long. So, I didn't want to disappoint you! And so, I'm adding another one to the list that I forgot. I'm not so sure how I forgot this one, but I did. But before I get on with this one, I've got something I need to say . . . .

Sincerest apologies to my readers for the absence. For those of you who live vicariously (you know who you are) through me and those that enjoy reading my blogs I am truly grateful for you. Sorry for the break, I won't promise that it may never happen again, but I am back on the saddle again tonight (at least for tonight) and hope not to jump off anytime soon.

Ok, back to regular blogging post....

Well, this I know for sure . . . . . I am Blessed!

In a conversation with my bestie a few weeks I go I was venting about I enjoy being off for the summer, but how it places so much stress on me. (Don't ask . . . I know the summer is supposed to be relaxing and fun, but it can be just the opposite for me!) I hang up the phone and recap the conversation in my mind and God whispered to me, "Yeah, but Melanie, look how blessed you are!' And so after thinking about it for a few minutes it's like, "Yeah, Lord you are right! I am blessed! So blessed." And it is at that moment, I realized that all that other stuff didn't matter. So what I don't get to take Kaedyn to do all the fun things I would like for us to do this summer, but I am getting to spend a lot quality time with him this summer. So what I don't have money to go buy new clothes every weekend, but I have a closet full of clothes. So what, things aren't perfect, but I wake up with breath in my body! I've really had to remind myself how blessed I am lately. I know it sounds horrible, but sometimes we forget just how blessed we are. Not that we get greedy or complacent and want more, but sometimes just forget the little things to be thankful for.

These last few days have been a bit of a roller coaster for me, but I keep reminding myself of how blessed I am. God has blessed me and my family with a comfortable house. It's not a mansion, but it's a comfortable place in which we can laugh, smile, live, and spend quality time together. God has allowed me to further my education and get 2 degrees, and share my knowledge with others. He allows me to interact and reach the minds of students each and every day. I think it is so great that I get to learn with young minds and expose them to some of life's greatest wonders. (And teach them a thing or two!)
I've got a great boyfriend that loves me and when it comes down to the wire he is there to support me. I have a energetic 3 year old that is smart as a whip and showers me with hugs and kisses everyday. A sister and brother that let me make my decisions, but is there to be the big sister and brother that I need when I need it. Friends that always have a listening ear, a swift kick in the ass,reality, and a shoulder to cry on (or whatever I may need). What a great support system. I am so blessed to have an array of people in my life to help me along my journey in life

You know I may not have a lot to show off, to boast, or to brag about, but I am blessed. Blessed to have such good people and great experiences that teach me some of life's hardest lessons. So what I don't own my own company, have a expensive car, or make 6 figures a year. So what I'm not married, in a big house with a picket fence, and 2.5 kids. So what !!!! I have been abundantly blessed with all the things God wants me to have right now! (I'll have to remind myself of all of this in 30 days)


I could go on and on about how much God has blessed me, but I won't. I thank him for all of his goodness, mercy, and all the blessings he has bestowed upon me (big or small). I thank him for forgiving me time and time again and continually pushing me to become a better mother,person, and woman. You know all that other stuff is just not important sometimes, I am just so thankful for what I have now.

So, this I know for sure. . . . I am blessed!

Melanie